I have now
been back in Sweden (well on and off) since June of last year. So basically I
have been here for one year. In some ways, I am Swedish. And in other ways,
totally not. The following is an account of how well I have/have not acclimatized
to Swedish society. And honestly, how well I have embraced the ways of my homecountry.
Signs that
I am the rightful carrier of a Swedish passport:
I picked
the correct winner of the Swedish edition of the Eurovision Song Contest. The
contest, which has been described as a place for “tacky outfits, kitschy lyrics and
questionable talent,” is huge in Sweden. For you non-Europeans, it’s basically
a music contest where European nations pick their candidate - and this is made
via several telecasted shows and voting etc - and send them to the big show,
this year held in Vienna, Austria. Azerbaijan is among the contestants (it’s in
Europe?!) and this year we even let Australia compete. I have never been a fan
of the contest, but this year, good darn it, I went all in. Sweden competed
with a rather good song, good scene show and one hot, charming Swedish boy, the
candidate I picked from many other Swedish ones. I thought Sweden would have a
decent chance of winning the whole thing, and we did! The Swedish contestant
won the whole Eurovision Song Contest! Maybe I am a lucky charm – last time I
saw the big finale, in 2012, Sweden also won first place. I am a humble person…yes.
In other
news, my American Iphone is now unlocked and completely functioning on the
European cell phone grid.
I have opened
my orange envelope from the Swedish government containing my retirement fund myself
for the very first time in my life. My dad has always done it for me: called me
up wherever I happened to be in the world and gave me the grim news. As I have
never really worked in Sweden and I have earned the vast majority of my money
abroad, let’s just say I can’t retire this year and live comfortably. Or live
at all. But give me a few years and it will all be fine and dandy. I am not
retiring anytime soon. Except if I marry rich, of course, that goes without
saying.
I have
started speaking with a Swedish Southern accent from time to time. People with
such accent sound friendly so I am not totally against it. Ever since I was a small child I have been fascinated with accents. Every year we went skiing at a
place called Orsa in the “state” Dalarna, which is located in the middle of
Sweden, and for one week, the accent spoken there was what came out of my
mouth. So now I speak "skånska", the Southern accent, every now and then. However, I was taken aback the other day at work when someone complimented me for speaking such great Swedish for being an American...
I ride the
bus to and from work and also for doing errands. I have even figured out rather
easily which bus to take using the app “Skånetrafiken!” I walk to coffee shops
and restaurants. I take the train to visit my parents and grandfather. I have
no plans to get a car anytime soon. Well, if anyone wants to give me a Mini Cooper
I would not say no, just for clarification. Or an Agera R from Koenigsegg for
that matter. However, the public transport system is rather good in Sweden and
people of all ages and walks of life use it.
I have
applied for, and received, an ICA card (bonus card for a grocery store). This
is a rite of passage into adulthood in Sweden. I am about 10 years (at least!) behind
my peers on this one.
At the
moment I am writing this post I have invested in two blenders and one food
processor. Two blenders because I totally broke the first one by overusing it
and had to invest in a bigger one to accommodate my blending needs. This is
HUGE for me as I have never really invested in good kitchen ware. I have been
super fortune to have had kitchen stuff given to me over the years or found
cheap ones at Wal-Mart or Target (oh no, involuntarily product placement!). But
as I have always seen my many homes as temporary (some places I lived in for 3
months, some for 4 years) I have never allowed myself to buy nice stuff. My
thought is now that if I would move around Europe I can most likely take these appliances
with me. I have become an expert on electric voltage and plugs and ways to
circumvent difficulties with those over the years. And I love to play in the
kitchen for the moment and totally want to cultivate this new found love.
Okay so at
times I am Swedish and comfortable with that. On the other hand there are times
where I clearly am NOT Swedish:
Using
English words and expressions is what I am comfortable with. When I get worked
up over something, I want to speak English. All the way. Rather annoying for my
parents and sister. I still write notes to myself in English and the grocery
list is a mixture of Swedish and English. I have a really hard time with
expressions in professional settings as I have only worked as a professional in
English speaking countries. For example, at work I needed to use the Swedish version of
the expression “Return to Sender” and I had to Google that one. I pronounce the names of companies totally in an
American way. Sometimes I am
using the correct Swedish word or expression but they come out sounding a bit
formal. I guess I do that to overcompensate for the fact I don’t have a 100
percent firm grasp of my native tongue anymore.
Totally out
of the loop when it comes to Swedish National Holidays. Not in terms of
Christmas, Easter or Midsummer’s Eve, totally got them down. But Ascension Day?!
Professional Sweden shut down and I was left with a limited number of bus lines
and shops opened etc. Hit me by surprise to say the least. I tried to rack my
brain to see if I could remember if we had this day off while I was still
attending school in Sweden. Could not come up with an answer. In Sweden there
is a separation of church and state. The reform was approved in 1996 and took
place in the year 2000. But it seems as if we still celebrate Ascension Day.
Okay, now I know for next year. And since it was a Thursday many Swedes enjoyed
what we call “a squeeze day” and was off during Friday as well. Swedes work
hard but oh loves their (our) time off too. And Pentecoast? My sis and I
ventured down to the local gym only to find it was closing 20 minutes later due
to this holiday. Needless to say, we still went in and did a hardcore workout -
which I had to finish at home.
Although I
have always been a bit of an adrenaline junkie (okay make that a massive
junkie) and I used to ski downhill with the fastest speed possible and
absolutely loved my skydive a few years back, I am now comfortable with driving
90-100 km/hour on the highway. In Sweden we can drive 110-120 km/hour. 100
km/hour is the equivalent to 62 miles/hour. I have been used to driving 65 miles/hour
for the past 12 years. Okay okay, too many numbers!! I am not a numbers person.
And I can honestly say that I did not keep to the legal speed limit at all
times for the past 12 years, I mean c’mon! But I guess my muscle memory is
telling my law abiding foot to drive 65 miles per hour. However, this is making me
feel…old. I am working my way up to 110-120…it’s only a matter of time until I
will be putting the pedal to the metal again on a regular basis. Pedal to the metal in the Mini or the Agera that is...
I totally have
a bigger need for personal space than most Swedes do. I find people walking too
close to my comfort zone in the grocery store for example very annoying. On the
flip side, I love hugging my friends and while spending time in Argentina last
year I fell in love with the kissing on the cheek among friends and
acquaintances. So this personal space business confuses even me.
Some of
these things are pretty funny, but at times it’s hard. I just have to give
myself permission that it will take a while to grow accustomed to practices
here. Last year when I left the US, I was
scared. I took a step out into the unknown. I know it was hard for people to
understand why Sweden was the unknown to me, a Swedish citizen with all the
rights and privileges that comes with carrying the burgundy passport. I mean I
have survived years on the road living in different places and countries and
had both amazing experiences as well as some, quite frankly, terrifying ones. But again, I have
been away for a long time. Sweden is just a new country for me to explore, and
being the rightful owner of a Swedish passport can only take me so far in this
process. The rest, well it’s up to me.
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