And I guess
that’s the core to my obsession of not being obsessed with things: As I like to
travel and move around, I don’t want things to weigh me down. I want to be able
to move quickly and not spend time packing. I like few things and I like them
to be of good quality. Again, I don’t want to live like a monk and endure
torture by depriving myself of modern day comforts. But I don’t want things to
own me. My Achilles heel though? Clothes. I am not at all buying clothes as
much as I used to, but to offer you full disclosure, this is an area of “stuff”
I need to work on. The princess part of me is kicking in when seeing amazing
pieces of clothing. So yes, I am not perfect.
Every year when
I go home for a visit to my parents’ house I clear out even more of my stuff
that they graciously let me keep in my old room there. There is no need to save
everything from my past. Some things yes, but not all. I think it’s healthy to
clear out things now and then. I pretty much know exactly what I own in life
although those items are in various parts of the world. I know where my clothes
are to the point I can easily ask my parents to “please mail me the
long-sleeved green top I bought in Italy which right now is in the second
drawer from the top of my dresser”. Yes I can do this, ask my parents. I am in
control, I own the stuff, they don’t own me.
My advice
when clearing out things is to do maybe one area of your house/apartment at a
time. And make three piles: 1. Keep. 2. Donate. 3. Throw away. But don’t throw
away stuff that you can use for other purposes than the original one. I have
many times used up an expensive, but ineffective face cream as a hand lotion
instead of letting it sit on the shelve and collect dust.
To declutter your physical space can clear up some mental space for you too. I know I function better when not surrounded by mountains of “stuff”. Although I must admit there have been times when I had to dive into my trashcan and retrieve stuff that I threw away, which in the end, I actually needed. Yes I can get that fanatic. Sometimes.
Maybe I am
too unattached to things, but I think that is a good thing. I once came eye to
eye with this anxiety filled feeling of being suffocated by stuff when I
helped clear out a house belonging to a hoarder for a community service project.
I thought I was not going to make it or to publicly display my level of discomfort.
4 hours later I could happily say I lived through it, but it cemented my
thoughts on things even more. I do understand hoarding is a deeper mental issue
than I can get into here. But hoarding is very sad and can wreck families. I
believe the arguments that can come over stuff can damage relationships. And
don’t get me started on when I have heard my girlfriends talk about all the
stuff they are expecting from their boyfriends for Valentine’s Day. If a guy
would want to sweep me off my feet, he would be most successful with giving me
an experience and not something for me to put on a shelf. Hint, hint ;)
As
traveling is vital for my existence, I think one of the many reasons why I have
been able to vagabond around the globe is that I don’t spend a lot of money on
things. So there, I think we established that stuff and I are not buddies, but
we will coexist side by side…just not too close together.
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